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About Me Member Deviously Deviant The-White-Rabbit009Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Months
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Calming down a bit

Wed Nov 11, 2009, 11:02 AM
Ok so I just got back from the hospital and they said that Rosario is going to be ok, thank god I got her to them or else she really would be dead. For know I just want to say I shouldn't blame people for something I don't fully know that happened, Rosario told me what happened between her and Natalie and to be honest it's no ones fault, just a bad precusion of bad interpretation. I undersatnd know what happened and I want everyone to hear this, especially you Natalie:

Rosario has a history of suicide attempts and she does that because she suffers from a post depression, somethings hurt her badly and she can't get over it, but when she does her emotions change into soemthing different. She does random acts she can't explain, she say's things she odesn't mean, but when she does there is always a positive side to it. Everyone know the feeling when they cut themselves, it's a sensational sensation of feeling to make the cutter feel somewhat alive. Two reason's why Rosario cut herself:
One, many different people that suffer from different forms of depression, cut after reaching a peak in sorrow. Which is very reasonable. Seeing them bleed reminds them that they are still able to feel something, and that life isn’t over yet.

Two, Many different people think that carving their lovers name into them is a good way of showing them that you love them, and that you’ll go through any amount of pain for them. This isn’t always the best idea. Yes some people do think it’s very passionate and caring, but if they truly love you, they won’t want you to do that to yourself.

It was love and depression that drove ehr to the brick of suicide, she loves Natalie and she cut herself to prove it to her, I never quite understood love that well, I just though it was soemthing that came naturally but I guess it has a deeper meanig to it, go figure.
So anyway if you read this I want to say I'm sorr yfor blaming Natlaie, I shouldn't have done that before unsderstanding the whole situation, Rosario is doing ok and she'll be out tomorrow and she say's that no matter how far or how long she has to wait, she will always love Natalie till the ends of time. I didn't understand the whole situation well so it was my fault for going out and blaming people.

Please forgive me.

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:icontheunicornlord:
Dude, offline for a week?
What the hell?

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:iconthe-white-rabbit009:
Sorry, my mid fall semester finals are killing me, then I have my winter exams, cram school is hell.
:icontheunicornlord:
Oh, sorry :XD:

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whats the 009 for

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:iconthe-white-rabbit009:
It's part of my user, and form an anime called Cybor 009 and because it was the year I graduated.
:iconmiki-dii:
Oh my, great gallery~ :D
Wanna become friends?

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Yay! :D Whats your name?

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Im Miki. :D
So hows it going?

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